What I know about triads and energies is from observing myself. Last week I was feeling a call to action. My Aunt Rae, bless her 90-something year old soul, read my blog and commented, “You referenced triad a number of times. I’m not sensing the composition of a triad or where it exists for you. … Read more
Unlike last week, I’m feeling called to action. Michelle Obama’s speech at the DNC awakened it. A shift within the flow of Claymont’s 50th planning committee spoke of it. Where last week I felt confused, this week a clarity is emerging. Don’t get me wrong. The difference between charging ahead on my own and seeing … Read more
Jogging with Deer Flies buzzing around my head in New Hampshire the other day taught me something. What I already knew, was that I don’t like Deer Flies—they bite. Of course, there’s working with Like and Dislike—yes, that. Then there was the arrogance of thinking I didn’t need to apply bug repellent before setting out. … Read more
It’s all about right life. I’ve been listening to Bennett’s book, Long Pilgrimage, which introduces the Shivapuri Baba and his teaching. Bennett was able to meet with this extraordinary sage who, at a hundred and thirty-six years old, had a clear message. “Think only of God and strive to live a right life.” In Fourth … Read more
On the subject of death, I’m not done. The old ornamental cherry tree just beyond the deck is where I hang birdfeeders. I eat on the deck and sit in the twilight to watch the birds. They have given me great joy throughout the years. However, I was not happy to see a family of … Read more
I never considered the thinking center my strong suit. Yet it was the ideas as I first read about them in, In Search of the Miraculous, that caught my interest. Learning about worlds and laws, octaves and vocabulary, was right in line with where I was in life. My thinking center was being exercised and … Read more
I’d like to come into a new relationship with my body. Last week I mused about manifestation. I’m still chewing on the notion of seeing my physical self as a tool with which to manifest. All my adult life I have heard Gurdjieff’s belief that the “sense and purpose” of our existence as human beings … Read more
Manifestation and what it means to manifest has been rolling around in me lately. Specifically, seeing my body as a tool for manifestation. How grand does the manifestation need to be to count? Or, how outside of my comfort zone does it need to be. In other words, in terms of the Work, what exactly … Read more
I don’t mean “where am I now” in the sense of waking up and remembering myself. Although that is always a good idea. No. I mean “where am I now” in my Work. It’s been almost six months since the deep dive into participating in collective leadership of Claymont’s three-month Course of Study. I stepped … Read more
